1 reason why i love to eat is becos is a form of distressing. weird rite? hehex.
eating is filling yourself with food. And I'm just always excited to eat. sometime it help me to forget some setbacks at home.
another distress method is to work. temporal filling your mind with busyness.
recently, i found a new distress method that helps me to forget all the setback. is to be crazy and laughing at your own craziness.

what are your ways of distressing???


one of my biggest fear for the new year is in term of financial.
in 3 more months i will be moving on to poly.
expenses for next year will really be HUGE!
Have to support myself, needs of my mother, father, sister and brother.
I must have enough to provide for them.
sch fees, transport, basic needs at home and even some unexpected things. i need to be prepared for all this. which I'm not very sure how to hang in there, how things will go about.

encouragement is to stand along side someone.
I'm really thankful :D no matter how many setback i may have, no matter how challenging life can be. is a process of moulding of character. and I'm very thankful for the unmovable hope that i held tightly to as it keeps me going.

Labels: living each day to the fullest

Merry Christmas to everyone out there! hope you will know the true meaning of Christmas in this festive season :D Have a blessed day :D

yes! finally updating my sleeping blog! im just too busy. 24 hrs per day is really too short for me. hehex. or the problem lies in my poor time management.

a quick update,
Having holiday now.
After a crazy marathon of tests in sch, it is really super great to go to Malacca for 4D3N. im so blessed!
birthday have passed.
attended a 2days of a camp of syfc before tests was over.
have 3 projects to do.
1 christmas party coming soon.
Christmas n 2010 is coming soon.
sch is starting soon.
application for poly admission is coming soon.

i was reflecting on my goals for this year. and i know very clearly that i have not accomplish most of it. How do one actually determine how fruitful a year can be? maybe it is determine by the closeness of my relationship with God.
i really dislike coming to the end of a year. hehex. although a new year signify a new start. but it also signify new responsibility and commitment.
Yes! im gonna take up more commitment and responsibility for the new year to come. NOT ONLY THAT! IM GONNA TRUST GOD FOR STRENGTH!
yes, i fear of the new year to come, but HS tells me that i should fear God more than fear the enemies.

im trying very hard to focus. focus on study, on church ministry, on work, on syfc, on my relationship with God n etc n etc. too much too much....
BUT, im believing for changes to come :D