i just read my previous blog again and realise how much anger is actually is filled with. oh no! anger take control again!!!!! HELP!!!! i know i haven been updating my blog.. yup.. and this post wont be a short1 k.

below is the picture of the Crystal me n Michelle is growing... the one and only surviving crystal. but you know what.. is not clear.. so it can be thrown away le. but there is no more chemical left for us 2 make another bath of solution, and the chemical will only come in the 4th week of July(what's wrong with the supplier?). is super long... how 2 grow? the challenge is on Sept. 算 了 。 反 正 也 只 是 为 了 一 张 纸 。yup, for the sake of a certificate n experience only. some more is competing with the whole Singapore's schools from secondary, JC and poly. hehe.. it is reali hard 2win. only pass 2 weeks into growing the crystal. reali must have patience. especially when our breakers and watch glass keep going missing in the oven. we waited so long for all of the apparatus 2 dry. but when we will back from refilling ultra pure water from another lab.. hehe.. all gone... thank God this is not happening again when we started 2 label our group name on it.

other group Crystal is growing not bad 的. quite smooth. how come ours is not??? ms lee say is really depend on luck. but is there such thing call luck? no matter how Michelle scrubs n wash all the breakers that we going 2 use, is still dirty.( and the stain on the breaker can only be seen after drying in the oven.)

prayer request: pray that my crystal can grow big and strong.

went to work today. i tot Lina will not be able 2 make it. but she did. thank God. or not, i will die. even with her help today, is still killing me, my back and foot super sour. not again, is RM Danny shift again. he told me that he had checked my status on my position with the HQ. and he said that i am 2star crew since 2006. oh i was shocked, as in, that is very long ago, 2 years. and i did not receive a letter at all 2 confirm i am at 2 star position. i tot the management didn't complete in doing the paper work 4 2star position application after i retake the test for 2 time. you know, when increase in position, got increase in pay. so, the company have just cheaped me.... LOL.... although is just a small increase, a few cents, 15cents. but, 2 years lehx.. LOL... although i reali want more pay. but I'm reali happy with my position now. i only scare when i reali become 2star, i got more responsible 2 do, and that equal 2 more stress.

the management planned me 2 work till 11.30pm next sat. this is crazy. cos the bus that I'm taking home, last bus is at 11.35pm. and the pple that is going 2 work with me next sat is that guy. Grrr.. last time,working with that guy can just mean me working alone... thank God he got improve abit already. not that stubborn when i call him 2 do work. but also not good until where. i only scare 他 老 毛 病 再 犯 。then will just leave me alone 2 handle all the orders from cashier and the home delivery side. one of his bad habit is 2do first those things that can be leave a side first. then i will keep calling him 2 do but he will either ignore me or do and then walk 2 the cook station 2 help them with racking of chicken, or go 2 the home delievery station 2 help pack the orders... is reali hard 2 talk to him whereas he don like 2 respond. how do i know whether u really get my point not. but Saturday onli me and him is reali cannot make it. how? i also donnoe.

thanks 2 weijie, finally got the chance 2 watch L change the world. the movie that i want 2 watch so badly last time but missed it. hahax.. i watched twice le.. one with Chinese audio, and second with English audio. not i too free, i just like the movie very much.

they will saying cos of the increasing number of human being living in this world then leads 2 global warming. then must kill all those excess human being, or is it human being that is full of greed with the deadly virus. but i was thinking, by using this way 2 destroy human being and not using this way to destroy them. what is the different? the world will still have alot of pple after more are born, even if u kill them all. we will still have global warming even with very less pple using all the resource. eventually all those resource still will be used up. so what is the similarity? it is, everybody will still die. no matter it is thru virus or nature death. the moment we are born, we start 2die. no longer how long or how short the time is. still the same. cant avoid death. all will face it sooner or later. hahax. but after dying, it's another beginning.

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