went to watch movie with Michelle, hui yun, Chris, weijie and ying jun. suppose to watch the dark knight. but weijie got the wrong timing end up watching journey to the centre of the earth. but is a great movie too.

一 大 早 就 emo . maybe is ytd emo bring to today. seriously don want to stay at home. very disturbed by so many things at home. can you just stop asking me the same question? i know you care for me. but you really do not know me. feel like this home is just like a place for me to sleep only. can you stop acting like a kid. i know this the way you show your love, but I'm really uncomfortable with it and that is not the love that i want. i know you don have childhood, but it is really time to grow up. can you stop throwing things when things doesn't go your way. showing your anger cant get what you want. can you stop saying hurtful words to me calling me to leave this house if I'm not happy. can you stop saying you want to leave this house. how much do we really mean to you when you can easily say that you want to leave this house. is it possible to remove all the idols at home. so disturbing.
God, please teach me how to appreciate and have a thankful heart with what i have now and not complaints abdt it. show me your way.

sat down in the mrt seat. although there are pple around in the mrt, sitting next to me. in front of me. but im alone. suddenly feel that I'm the only one in the train. how great. feels great to be away. got the urge of sitting in the train forever and hoping that the train wont stop. but was back to reality when i have to get down the train.

10.30am. that early. i tot I'm the earliest. I'm not, Michelle was. waited for the rest to arrived before setting off to TM. feel so guilty, due to some reason, Joseph cant join us for the movie. is my fault, isn't it?

went home straight after movie to go work. felt dread to go work again. reali envy that the rest of them have so much free time. pool, bowl and arcade is the one that took up most of their time. i also want so many free time. then i can spend the whole day being away.

i also want to escape from reality. but 有 些 线 实 太 真 实 了 。 不 得 不 面 对 。

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