Tuesday, October 7, 2008
its into eternity
上 个 星 期 ， 我 终 于 终 于 可 以 说 ：” 我 不 是 很 忙 ！ ！ ！ “ 但 是 过 得 很 fulfilling. 完 全 利 用 我 所 有 的 时 间 。 但 却 又 好 像 发 生 好 多 好 多 的 事 。 好 像 做 了 好 多 好 多 的 事 。just that Monday was studying, Tuesday and Wednesday worked full shift, Thursday went to impact's chalet, Friday just came back from chalet, study, Saturday, fish4men and work and Sunday, the best, church and Aaron's birthday celebration cum cell outing.
now i cant say that i don really have a holiday. cos i really had a lot fun in the chalet and cell outing. good method of distressing.
And, holidays is ending soon. in 6 days time, will be back to sch. walking that same path, taking that same bus. doing the same things, falling asleep in the bus. honestly i really not looking forward to this new sem. cos of the pack schedule. 4 days class is at 8am. and i think 2 out of the 4 days, i maybe late for class. and 3 days lesson end at 5pm. but, 实 终 还 是 要 习 惯 它 的 。 this i noe very clearly. but i just feel to complaint for awhile. plus, new sem going to change CA and meeting new teachers. i donnoe what kind of challenge is lying ahead. i really don wish holiday to end so fast. cos i noe once sch start is the beginning of new stress and problems. i just want to escape from all these just for awhile more. at least till my o level finish. can this be done? and result of the previous 2 modules is out too. although it didn't turn out to be what i expect, i want to thank God. for seeing me thru this exam, first exam taken in this new sch, new environment. and i want to be grateful and satisfy with the things that You gave me. thank You!!!
work on Tues and Wed was really super crazy as usual. 1 is PH eve and another is PH. kfc is flooded with people. especially with that location and is Malays' new year. but to my surprise, PH eve, the last day of fasting, customer from morning till evening is mostly malays. that weird. aunty and i really agree that is really super strange. and PH was double the crazy of PH eve. from 9.25am, there are already pple waiting outside to come in and buy food. feel like telling them that we actually open at 10am and please that banquet next to kfc, you can always choose dat to kfc rite? so, when we open stall not more than 15 mins, customers had already Q till the door. and this crowd didn't stop at all. all the way till 9plus pm then stop. and you know what, all the customer mostly are maids or worker form Philippines. expected, the same familiar crowd. i was super tired, stand 30 hours for 2 days. my feet hurt so badly, especially the heels. I'm getting old. I'm quiting my job soon. i really donnoe how to tell my manager. i really want to find a less work load and responsible job and reasonable pay. as my main focus is not on work. i donnoe how to tell Danny. cos i know they are still lack of staff. that why many staff have to do full shift almost everyday. 我 开 不 了 口 。 how ?
6days of impact programme ended with a chalet at aloha Loyang. thru this programme i really make alot of new friends, christian friends that are from ITE. and also learn that i really still got alot alot of things that i do not know of God. unless i walk closely with Him and He will reveal to me more of Him. and here is overall of what we did during this 6 days programme.
we did night cycling. just in pasi ris park. that night was really a beautiful night, cos it looks like it going to rain. so the sky was pinkish. and the view of the sea was soothing too. although it seems like its going to rain. we actually saw the Orion. very very nice. cycling was not really something that I'm good at. from my experience, each time i cycle, i confirm will fall down 1 time. LOL. but thank God. nv fall down this time. to me, cycling is like street e. the more you practise, the more you get a hand of it. but i really hardly cycle. to me, cycling is like a christian life. you must focus on which direction you want to go. and control the bike. nobody cycle with their eyes close. and the scenery when you are cycling maybe so beautiful. and when you stop cycling, you will feel very hot. similarly, one christian life must always fixed their eyes on God and know direction where He wants you to go in order to keep on moving. there are alot of attractive things in this world that will tempt us and distract us from focusing on our goals and God. if we don resist, we may soon fall astray and cant see our goals, cant see where God is in our life. when we actually decided to stop this journey, journey of continue following our goals, God is no longer our focus, the centre and priority of life. that where one life begin to collapse. .... OK that what i think.
believing in Christ is one thing, following Him is another thing. you can choose to believe in Him but yet not follow Him.
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