I AM BACK!

sorry that is like dino years already that i last update my blog. cos i must restrain myself from using the computer so as to focus more on my o level exam. this few weeks really get so used to studying for math that i some how every time i go home now, i feel like taking out math and do. although exam are over, but life is still much the same. i have to get back to work, so as to clear my 2 months tuition fees. feel super dread.

yes, and i went back to work today. situation are still the same. i cant believe that our store is still short of manpower after so long of changing the boss. looks like the new boss didn't really succeed in changing the situation.

sir Sophia said " today you alone hor, can manage not?" i still tot that he is joking with me. cos is impossible for me to manage alone. so many things need to be done. kitchen leh. so many things. am i superman? unfortunately, he is not joking, really got not enough staff today. super sianx. the morning kitchen staff oso didn't hand over to me properly so many things not prepare. and after she left is really me, and me alone. GRRR... inside me was screaming at top voice. haix.... of course i really cannot manage alone, i still do get some help from the cashiers and sir himself. Thank God! but some cashier really thinks that i am 超 人 。 she just ordered from me that stupid twister and she want it immediately. hello is not instant leh, i need time to make. and she repeatedly shouted for twister for 3 time. and i reply back 3 time that need to wait for 2 mins. and the third time, I'm really screaming. cos is really super irritating. I'm alone leh. cannot wait? i really hope this kind of situation will get better. i really hate it! go work 1 time, angry 1 time. i want to learn how to be so patience.

i really feel that I'm missing out of school lesson quite alot. but GM really very boring. what to do? still have to attend. thank God, o level is really finally over. but somehow after my last paper, i didn't really feel very relief. i feel nothing. this year paper is really more easy compare to last year. if my mum will have to bring me to this world 1 year later, i may not be where i am now. but, i never regret. believe it or not, i still cant believe i fail my math o level for last year! hahax. so this year o level result, i better don put too much hope. 不 然 会 跌 的 比 前 年 还 痛 。

i joined aquaculture club, i cant believe it. the club that i always make fun of the name. i cant believe that i am going to work with fish! hahax. maybe is really meant to be like dat. that i will eventually join this cca. maybe is oso God's plan cos i do fishing on streets. now i learn how to take care of fish. just like i will learn how to follow up and take care of my "fish". guess what, i volunteered to join their competition. and this competition, the project require us to go down to the sea to take photo. which means diving. wowow. sounds exciting. i never try diving before. but, im scare too. LOL. now i donnoe whether i make the right choice. you never know if you never try. maybe i will fall in love in diving. me, Michelle and hui yun, we are the 三 姐 妹 花 ！cos we always stick together. like super glue. but this name is given by Mr Oliver, he really very funny, i hope, i can laugh all my stress away~~~~ hahahahahahahahax~~~~~~~ although in our gang, I'm not the laughing box like you two, laugh almost on everything, but I'm the lame box bah. hahahx. real fun jokes will really makes you laugh till burst to tears. and looks like i didn't have such great laugh for very long le. i miss the crystal growing pple. used to have so much real laughter with them. if we can only form a crystal growing club. it will be fun. do too much crystal growing le. feel like growing crystal suddenly. so much more fun then staring at the fish and the fish stare back to you. yes, super boring on the first day we join the cca, stand there do nothing. no sense of belonging yet. i miss CRYSTAL GROWING!

coming to PM project management, i feel so dread to do the project. somehow it is really crazy. cos i or maybe we, never did such project before. a big project that we need to seek sponsorship and CDC helps. i really donnoe how this project is going to come about. Lord, pls guide me.

i suddenly realise that i got really alot of commitment. and it is really not good. cos cannot focus. I'm trying to cut down. but it don seems to be working but more commitment came in instead. school, work and church, i really need to balance. but i really donnoe which to give up. maybe i should give up badminton but i really love this sports. imagine if o level is not over yet.

Happy birthday Michelle! :D i really hope you are happy! from the inside out, not just outside. i really hope that you will be able to find the happiness that will last forever not just temporal, and will not fade off. this joy that will still remain even if you lose everything. even if you face with the most sad thing in the world, you will still be smiling and saying that you are happy. that my prayer for you. 加 油 ！ sweet 17 birthday.

how come i suddenly don feel so familiar to this number 17? LOL. I'm still 17 for another 14 days. but some how, 十 七 好 像 好 谣 远 。 十 八 还 没 到 就 反 佛 已 到 。14days more for me to enjoy my 17 years old age. I'm becoming a young adult after 14 days. time really fly so fast. i cant catch up. the older you get, the more responsible. 我 真 的 很 不 想 长 大 。 这 世 界 实 在 太 乱 了 。 2more months to end of the year. this year is really such a special year. and is You that make it so special.

some asked me what do i want for my birthday. i donnoe but don buy expensive stuff k. is the heart that counts. but don go and spend alot of time and make hand made gift. is really time consuming. i rather you spend the time usefully on eternal investment. hahax. sound so funny, if i write here what i want for birthday. LOL. just ask me bah, if you really want to know.



i love this song. all for love. that the reason He came. i can beat around the bushes, round and round, but will still come into conclusion with this word- love. He is the only 1 that i found that will provide such love.

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You (x2)

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You (x2)

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