today just finish my practical assignment and phase test. you know every time i phase test or practical assignment I'm always very unlucky. is either i broke something or my calculator is not working. so I'm super worried that i may break something today. thank God i nv break the microscope or anything. is super ex. i cant afford to pay. but likewise, I'm still unlucky. there will always be things that will tear me down on that day of test. it not happened once or twice, is every time. is it a curse or what? or God just wanted to test me? i just don get it.

what happened today was, i just came to release that my lab coat is in the locker and i don have the key to it. my stupid test start at 8am and only mich and hy got the key. but their test is at 9+am. and they wont b able to reach on time to help me with the locker. worst, i forgot my calculator (blur me). tw is not in sch too. half of our class have finish the test wont be in school. and only 8 of us taking the test at 8am. May's class don have lesson in the morning too. so i really donnoe who to turn to for help. hy cal me to go the locker and see any of our class pple will b there to able to lend me the lab coat. I'm not sure whether i really can get 1 lab coat not. how abdt calculator? at that point I'm really worried. what if i can only take the test next round at 9 plus, which i don think is very good.

fear just gripped my heart again. i know in my heart that the only person that i can depend on and turn to is none other than God alone. but how can God help me? drop 1 lab coat and calculator from the sky? i donnoe how.

i know i can trust God. man can fail you but God will nv fail you. i know He is always faithful even when we are faithless. so i really pray that i just want to trust in Him that He will provide me with this 2 things. that He will put someone on my way that i can lend this 2 things. He can even provide pc with exam question. what else cant He provide? my fear are gone. i don want to think further, cos i know He is in control.

when i was on my way to the lift , i saw 2 person that i know. just the right timing! not from our class. someone from class B. so without hesitating, i went up to them for help. thank God. they are not having practical now and i can lend from them. i only lend from them lab coat, although in my heart i really want to lend calculator from them very much. but I'm not very close with them. if i ask for calculator too, i think will b too much. i know where's the limit. so i went off to the lift and take the lift up to the lab. and guess who i saw? LOL. Esther! just in time! hahahx. my calculator got hope le. and i lend from her. and the test went quite smoothly. just that i need to be more patience with ms fong's marking scheme.

主 耶 稣 ， 你 对 我 真 的 太 好 了 。 Your timing is always right!

when in lab math class, then i realise my calculator is in between my files. zzzzzz. but God still provided!



"do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your request to God. and the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus."
Philippians 4:6,7




if in everything, whether big or small, huge or tiny, we pray and ask from God, i think at the end of the day, we will have countless things to thank God for! Hallelujah!!!

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