忙。

forgive us of our sin Lord.
forgive us for being foolish.
forgive us for being stubborn.
forgive us for being disobedience.
forgive us for not loving You enough.
forgive us for knowing so little of You and not desiring to know You even more.
forgive us for we did not know we sin against You.

i know I'm not worthy to even receive all the forgiveness. but who is worthy? that why we need You even more cos we are not worthy.


how foolish i am? how foolish that i think i can do alot of things for God? If it is not for You, not for the relationship with You, not for the Holy spirit that work through me to do all things for You, then whatever things that i do comes to nothing.


"The God who made the world and everything in it is the Lord of heaven and earth and does not live in temples built by hands. And he is not served by human hands. as if he needed anything, because he himself gives all men life and breath and everything else. From one man he made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should lives. God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one of us." Acts 17: 24-27


help us to Love You more each day.
help us to desire more of You.
help us to even see You working in the smallest things of our life.
help us to be so disgusted by our own sin.
help us to have Your heart beat..
help us to step out of comfort zone.
help us to fear You.
help us to Love others like how You Loves us.
help us to be so on fire for You.
help us to see what we cant see.
help us to understand what we cant understand.
help us to see how limited time we have.
help us to break down Strong holds.
help us by overcoming our fear.
help us by setting us FREE.
help us by bringing us into the holy of hollies.
help us by letting us to encounter You.

help us Lord....

This is my cry... my one desire... is to be where You are Lord... now and forever...

Labels: ask and it will be given

busy week.
school started but still in holiday mood.
6 weeks 2 clash modules, really tough.
mole bio lect really dry, my brain cant seems to be absorbing anything! oh no!
i miss my holidays!!!


thank God thank God thank God! thank God for good friends. friends that can really have a heart to heart talk. friends that really concern how i feel. friends that is patience to me. friends that encourage me. thank God.


some time i may not understand why people react or do things this way, but i know what ever reason that i came up myself to let me understand the reason behind it is not 100% true. i may not understand using my own understanding, unless i asked. and i think when i asked, i will then realise how much misunderstanding i have upon that person. " Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." Matthew 7:7-8


in this period of my life, i need assurance whether to continue to serve God in this channel cos is pulling me down, just abit. but i know, He is moulding me. keep me in prayer :D


new intakes for cca came in on Fri. 11 of them if I'm not wrong. that alot. praise God. even if the things that we have to do in cca is not fun, tiring, boring, disgusting. we shouldn't be complaining. instead all the more we should give God praise and be thankful.


aiya.... my stm is getting worst and worst. thoughts for the things i want to do or say came in my mind in 1 second, and gone another second. zzzzzzz.

要开学了。。。
明天开学。。。
超不期待。。。

don wish to have test and assignment every week. don wish to be super busy again.
这个holiday又过的很充实。

guitar class in music school left with 3 more lessons le. Due to IA have to stop. sigh~ i haven achieved how to play even 1 worship song! if i will be going for basic guitar class for stretch, will be good. hehx...


再见了holiday...

John 1: 1-13

1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 He was with God in the beginning. 3 Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. 4 In him was life, and that life was the light of men. 5 The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it. 6 There came a man who was sent from God; his name was John. 7 He came as a witness to testify concerning that light, so that through him all men might believe. 8 He himself was not the light; he came only as a witness to the light. 9 The true light that gives light to every man was coming into the world. 10 He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him. he came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him. 12 Yet to all who received him, to those who believe in his name, he gave the right to become children of God - 13 children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband's will, but born of God.



i remember when i read this passage for the very first time when i accepted God, i was a bit upset. upset in how my eyes was blinded by darkness. upset in how the light was actually shinning through the darkness i am in, but i cant see. i thank God for opening my eyes to see the Light. which now i can look back in my life how this Light have been shinning from the very beginning of my life in this world.

who's that Light that the passage refer to?
the Word that the passage refers to has became flesh. the Word was with God, and the Word was God. In him was life, and this life was the light of men.

Labels: none other than Jesus Christ

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

Labels: good friday