Do you agree with me that the most painful hurts you can get from people is none other than getting it from your closest friends, your family and someone that you trusted alot?


most of the time these group of people are the one that created the most hurts in me. these hurts are far more painful then any friends that rejected me to come for events, more painful then the teachers that disapprove me. more painful then scoring below my expectation for test and exam, more painful then being rejected when sharing the gospel.


Jesus faced the same rejection and hurts from all the people that is His own. He came into this world that was His own, but it did not recognise Him. He was rejected, tortured, hurt and was even put to Death by His people that was His own. the PAIN and SUFFERING that He had endured. All this that He did and went through, just to show and tell us how much HE LOVES US. how much have we break Jesus's heart when we turn away from Him and reject Him after He have did so much for us?


maybe they do not know and realise that how much they have break my heart.
BUT.....

I Love them......

And that why it hurt so much........


I'm sorry. If my words and actions hurts you......