How depress life can turn out to be....
... when life is all about meeting the world standards, meeting your own expectations & goals, meeting your parents' expectations, meeting your friends' expectations, meeting your boss's expectations, meeting your family members' expectations and so on...

is this what life is all about? meeting every single expectation?
i Thank God, for the very moment i realised the emptiness of life, i know there is ought to be a purpose of living. not just to waste resource of this earth, but for a specific reason, a specific place that only you can fill. which is only you can do it, nobody else. life is as good as useless when we don't fulfill that purpose. and that why, every single person is special and unique.

i always reflect on how tough my life is. Have to work and support myself and at the same time study. and sometime think about how tough my dad's life is that i hope i can just work more and support this house. how draining life can be in this world when you have to confront the pattern of this world and so on. but forgetting about the other part of the world where kids have no food to eat, no house to stay. people in other country facing near death experience everyday with bullets and bombs and nature disaster. i should be far more grateful with what i have and what i can do. sometime i tend to forget all this and my focus is on myself.

just like the whole world has owe me! sometime when life become more of "I", "I","I" (what "I" need, what "I" want, what "I" want it to be) and less of "YOU", "YOU", "YOU", less of God. less of what God want it to be, more of what "I " want it to be. more of "I" controlling how "I" want to live my life. Life becomes bitter it dont turn out to be what "I" expected it to be.

sometimes life get so busy, so so busy. busy doing what you want to do, studies, work, meeting pple's expectation, achieving your goal, seeking acceptance, finding assurance.building your career. there is alot of things one's life can do, but there is only one thing that one's life have to do. which is to fulfill your purpose. even if one have done alot, achieve alot, but never fulfill that single reason that you are put on earth for, everything, exactly EVERYTHING has gone to waste. life is still meaningless. still that empty.

some pple have their own value of life. they have their belief of how life should be. To some, a complete life means getting married n have children. or to earn alot of money, or have a exciting career. and to some is to achieve a qualification or to have someone to love you . or maybe as simple as live to eat.

so what is life all about??? everyone have their own definition. but i know and sure of 1 thing. life is never only about yourself. it involve others too. we have the freedom of choice to choose how we want to live our life.

so....

what is your definition of life?

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