6 days into the new year!
didn't manage to have enough rest before school reopen. the last 2 weeks was really super xiong. zzz.

i want to thank God for 2009. every year is a challenge to me. and i know greater challenge are ahead even as i grow older this year( turning 20 in 11 more months!) as maturity means accepting responsibilities which got nothing to do with age. and I'm trying my very best to slowly accepting the fact that i need to take care of my family for my entire life. providing for them and loving them. even if I'm gonna do this all by myself. even when my parents, my sister or brother grows super old, never will i forsake them. just wanted to be prepared. my dad is turning 62 this year. i want to be prepared to take care of him :D hehex.

i really super hope that this 3 months will pass super slow, cos is really not easy to go to a new environment to study. i don't like changes too. i love to be in my comfort zone, in the places that I'm familiar in. and i hate orientation. especially amazing race that will get you familiarize the places.

this Monday, school was really in chaos. Sigh, miss the quiet school with lots of empty seats at the cafe. and i just don't understand why must we do so many wasting time projects! these time can be spend more wisely in studying when exams are in 2 months time! especially pm, is really for the sake of doing. i found no objective, no reason to do that stupid bus stop model! cos i believe that our bus stop in Singapore are near to perfection. so improvement is not really necessary. when teacher will just ask a few questions, take a few photos and call us bring back the model. Hello! we spend the whole day doing that stupid model! all this precious time can be used more wisely! GRR driving me crazy!

poly open house start tml. and i totally got no idea what course to choose. got no passion to study science actually.
anyway, i will lay down all my plans at God's feet and trusting His abundant plans. for He knows my tml.