it had been so long since i last update a blog. although is like only a few days. but during these few days, lots of things happened. happy things and unhappy things. should i list out one by one??? i think it will be super boring and wasting time.



OK.. but the most happy thing that happened this week is that my mum, is finally discharge on Thursday!!! yeah!!! don have 2 make alot of trips 2 the hospital everyday 了. is really tiring 2 travel till the hospital when the journey there actually take nearly an hour. thus, i always find myself falling asleep half way through the journey.



and 1 super unhappy thing that happened on Friday was that matter... what matter?? i got scold from my brother. and each words that came out from his mouth are like words with sharp thorns that hurt so much. although i know what he said is just out of anger. but it really hurts. i just hope that i can do things so perfect without any mistake. but i cant. and he had successfully makes me feel very bad for what i had neglected. I'm very sorry if i let you all worried, if you had seen me suddenly bursting into tears in the mid of having our lunch. but I'm really fine now. it will be really super long 2 describe what really happened. so i think, 4 get it then. want 2 know then ask me.



so happy 2 see 肥肥 every time i reach home. she will run like crazy. so happy 2 see me. and I'm really sorry 2 her. cos recently I'm just busy with my mum stuff, in and out of the hospital that i really don have time 2 play with her. she loves 2 come 2 me giving me one of her paw. ask me 2 rub her stomach. or give her a hug. really love her so much. if only she looks like cj7 too... i will be really crazy.



went 2 work at 4pm. met the new RM. his name is Danny. at first i really donnoe who he is. i tot is another training manager. but is not after he start asking me about how much is my pay. i told him that I'm studying in ite. and he said that ite student are better than poly student. cos poly grad still very hard 2 find a job outside. compare 2 ite student that got the skills. and he said he likes ite students. somehow i doubts what he said. and of course the pearlyn was here too. work really got tougher and stressful with them around. lucky Lina is around. i really going2 miss her. cos next week were be her last day working. super sad. as usual, we did very lame stuff. i told her that I'm really lazy 2 sweep the floor. and i don think is a need as 5 mins more the shop will be close. then she said she will sweep. so she insist in sweeping. of course it will take like 5mins 2 sweep. but she said she only need 1 min 2 sweep. and there goes. hahax. i timed her. but mission fail. me, lame too, also tried 2 sweep the floor as clean as possible in 1min time. mission fail too.

my旧病 have 回来了. my left wrist started 2 feel painful again. last year i sprained my left wrist after a session of dragon boat, and it took like so long 2 be OK only early this year. but the pain return back. now my right elbow also starts 2 hurt when i carry my shoulder bag(maybe my bag is really very heavy). and my right knees hurts too (last time i always feel this pain when the weather is cold). me.... although only 17 going 18. but my body since 2 be super old then my present age. oh no!! I'm really old. after finding a white hair that day, this is another sign.



Monday, will have practical test, and I'm not prepare. and Monday i have 2 bring my mum 4 appointment. looks like I'm going 2 miss another lesson of AC. looks like i will miss alot of lesson too when i leave 4 church camp. i start 2 wonder..... when will i ever get 2 catch up with the lesson........

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bus was super late today can? waited so long 4 it. saw hui min in the bus too. she later tell me that the bus was trap in ang mo kio 4 like more than half an hour. so this is the reason why i wait super long today 4 the bus. saw one guy that dress up exactly like L. white long sleeves shirts with black pants. but appearance no where near L at all.


today practical was quite fun(i think the only fun part 4 me now in school is during practical bah , really cannot understand a single thing in LT). we did 3 experiments and 1 experiment demonstrated by the LT. so the last experiment, groups take turn 2 go 2 the class next door 2 see teacher do that experiment that require the use of fume hood. so there is no teacher in the lab. hahax. we graded this chance 2 take photos. hehex. i will upload it up soon when Michelle send it 2 me. and we did take a photo with Chris sleeping and the rest posing behind.(hehex we are so bad.)


and then Chris was abit emo, start staring outside the window at the heavy rain outside. tried 2 cheer him up, but failed. everyone in the class was quite shocked 2 see what he was doing staring outside. hey, chris, we are all worried and concern 4 you!!!!


after that was LLA lesson, today LLA lesson was super boring that i actually fell asleep. that teacher never fail 2 show us video clips every lesson. and i was totally disturbed by what she show us today. is about how pple in the world peeled animals alive 2 get their skins to make leather, wool and fur. I'm just so gross out!!! there a total of 3 clip she show us. and i already shut off when i saw the first clip. but not completely turning off yet. the second is from china, showing how strays cats and dogs was captured and peeled their skins alive. this just COMPLETELY TOTALLY turn me off. it is SUPER SUPER 残忍. and i really cant take it. i really cant stand seeing such violate and 冷血无情的stuff. believe it or not, i burst into tears. the room was so cold, i start 2 shiver when the sign of the animal's tail was like cut off appear in my mind. i really cant take such gross image. and i believe these image will appear once in awhile in my mind again and again. super scary.........


i really donnoe that pple can get till this point of killing animals this ways 4 their skins. i really don understand why must they hit the animals with a metal bar right on to their face and purposely cut off their tail 2 make them suffer. i tot they will just aiming on their skin? but why must use such ways 2 end their life? why cant they make a fast one. cut their throat and dead, instead of skin peeling them alive. they are already super super weak without food 4 so many days and they still use such ways 2 kill them......... sad.... so sad.......


lucky i didn't see the whole clip completely. or not i think i will cry 2 death. animals, especially cats and dogs are such a wonderful creation by God. pls...appreciate it.... feel so sad....... yup and this just lead me 2 become emo abit.


tuition at 7.30pm. super sleepy. super boring. i hope everything can be over soon........


i really miss the old days.........

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oh no... my STM is like getting so serious can? can anyone tell me what i must do to boast my memory? when ever i forget something that i need 2 do it just so irritating. i must try my best 2 remember it. or not i just cant carry on in doing what i am doing . stuck.. and this situation always happened at work last time. but now, it get so serious that not only at work but at school, at home, at anywhere, i just seems 2 forget things so easily. oh no! I'm getting old..



some pple tell me is becos I'm feeling too stress so i always forget things. cos that what happened 2 her when she get stress up. i really donnoe whether this is the real reason not. but... I'm just so sick of going back 2 recall what I'm doing at first that will lead me to do what i want to do next. oh no. that time when my class will call 2 write their old and new ez link card number on a piece of paper. and right after i have finish writing, i actually cannot remember whether i got write my old ez link card number not. oh no!! this is really so seriously. i admit, i really feel very stressful recently. maybe becos of the new environment and how competitive my class is and what I'm going through recently make me really stressful. but did this really lead 2 my so serious 的 STM? i really donnoe.



haix... before i can enjoy enough of my youth life, I'm already getting old.... so now, wherever i go, i wan 2 make it a habit 2 carry a note pad with me. so once i got things in my mind that i want 2 do i will write it down immediately so that i wont forget and spend the next few minutes thinking what is the thing that i need to do. I'm getting old.. I'm getting old...

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