thank God!!! cos today LLA lesson have been cancel!!! yeah!! that means school will end at 12pm. and today don have tuition!!! yeah!!! can stay at home le!!!


guess what we did for IC practical??? we played board game. at first i think this is super wasting time and i want 2 do experiment instead. but got no choice must play the game. is like monopoly, but instead of houses, it is all element. and Michelle won the game by having the most number of protons, 795 protons. and i only got 235 protons. and Chris laugh until his mouth want 2 裂了when he got so many protons. he got a total of 750 protons. but still loose 2 Michelle. Michelle is so lucky can.. she won the fund for 2times lor. and when my Chance 2 win, there is no money in the fund.


eeyore n lexandra called me 2 go watch movie with them. but, hehex.. i don want watch that movie that they are watching. i want 2 watch accuracy of death!!! but i don think got chance. haix... there goes another movie that i want 2 watch but don have chance 2 watch.


i went 2 bedok mrt 2 top up my mum and mine 的 ez link. that ticket office officer is really super attitude. i talk 2 her she don even look or respond 2 me. like never hear me like that. but I'm not invisible lehx.if only i am. but I'm not. she got eye sight problem? or she actually got hearing problem? can not even smile at me mah? grr... why must she spoilt my mood when she herself is unhappy with her work? shitty!!!


my skin is super super tan. and hope it wont get more tan. or not my dad will keep telling me that i look like a Malay and im pick up from the rubbish bin again, again, again , again and again. but really cant help it, i got swimming lesson once a week.


my table is still not clear......

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went 2 school early in the morning today. plan 2 go 4 archery 的 but end up me and may just cant take that boldness out 2 like go 2 them. ya, so we left. we went 2 east point hall 2 shop. and of course tml is mothers' day so may decide 2 buy some stuff 4 her mum. how about me? hey hey. i really donone. we met up with nandy and Amanda 2 eat lunch. nandy say she confirm will fail the test that she just took .but Amanda did says something 2 like encourage her: the most important is exam. so test normally many pple will not care much." haix. but i don think so. esp in my class. i think most of them should be like 暗 底 里 藏 刀 的 吧 。 cos that what happened during secondary school. everyone seems 2 be so slack. but actually they are already well prepare 了.

rushed 2 work after reaching home. my dear sister is still sick. and guess what, she still make it 4 work lor. she got fever. so about like 9 plus pm, she cant take it anymore. start 2 have headache. yup so she was resting all the way until 10.30pm then the manager cal her 2 go back. haix she shouldn't have come work today at the first place lor. but is really power 4 her 2 stand it for so long. and today that pearlyn was here again. i already met her once and that first time she actually accused me that i didn't shake the basket before putting it into the oil. feel like telling her straight into her face that i actually did shake it but she didn't see it.(hello.. u just came out from the office lehx. u didn't see the whole story yet). and today she think that my hair is too messy and wants me 2 tie it properly that no hair from the side will drop. i was like??? hello??? cant u see is super busy. where can i find the time 2 just go and do that? so i just reply her an ok but i didn't do anything 2 it. finally she left about 7pm. yup, back 2 freedom again. how i hope life can just get better a bit at work. I'm just so sick and tired of everything at work. plus my clique is quiting soon becos her exam are near. and one of the closest manager 2 me is also quiting. life will be worst till the worst!!!! oh no!!! it will be so worst went the new RM come. OH NO!!! i really donnoe how many donkey times i said this "OH NO!" today....

phase test on Monday and i have not prepare yet. looks like i really have 2 mug the whole might tml. I'm sorry but I'm just the type of 零 时 抱 佛 脚 的 人 。 so everything is always last minute last minute 的 。

Lina.. i think life is really going 2 be so bad without you. but really you must leave. your exams are far more important. some more you are special case; you got 3 major exam at the end of this year. i will really miss the time we spent working together. is really super fun 2 work with you. anyway, all the best 4 all your exam...

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today S&W was quite fun. although is abit lame but it did build up our trust on our classmate. Ic theory is super boring. i keep falling asleep although i tried my best 2 keep myself awake by eating warheads sweets and mint sweets(provided by Michelle). but i still cannot manage 2 keep myself awake. Ms Irene called me 2 call her tml regarding the church camp. i think she already have the reply from her boss(section head of AHS). i really hope that it is a good news 4 me. school ends at 1pm and meet up with hui and may 2 eat lunch. and accompany hui 2 see Mr Goh. then went home, realise that it is already about 3.15pm le. so, rushed down 2 work.


oh no!! I'm doing cashier today. which i really dislike. why? cos i don have the patience 2 service those super fussy and demanding de customer. it really will test my limit. another reason why is becos outside is always very cold. of coures today i did face this type of situation. super fed up. but still have 2 force that smile out.


and Li, as usual, rush and do things without thinking of the consequences. she was filtering the oil. and then i heard a very panic scream from Aunty salmah( kitchen crew) calling out 2 the manager 4 help. " ma'am....... Fire!!!!!!!!!!" and me, which is at the counter heard that and when peeking see what was really happening. yup, indeed i saw a fire rising up from the fried er. and the next moment someone threw flour on it and it is gone. later, i found out from Aunty Salmah later that Li actually forgot 2 off he fried er which then lead 2 a fire. and worst is another staff actually pour oil on to of the fire and making it worst. lucky the fire is really not so big, so no one was injure. thank God that all life are preserve.


and finally, 11pm comes nearer and nearer. and finally can go home after 11pm.


im really so tired. will blog another day.

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never go school today that means i miss my first practical lesson. haix.. i wonder how was it. but of course the reason 4 not going 2 school is because i need bring my mum 2 the hospital 4 appointment.



spent 2 hours in the morning, soaking in God's word and presence. (still cannot get the theme yet)this is something that i always wants 2 do first thing in the morning. finally got the chance when nobody is at home.



and this is how i spent the rest of my days... waiting and waiting...



12nn take bus


1pm reach hospital and waited 4 a Q number


1.30pm waited half an hour 4 1 pathetic Q number 2 be issue 2 me and my mum.


2pm got in 2 see the doctor.


2.30pm waited 4 another turn with another Q number.


3pm went 2 the listing room 2 do all paper work and listen 2 "instruction" 4 what 2 do 4 the coming surgery. and then collect medine


3.30pm waited 4 bus.


4.30pm reach home.



i think today i spent most of the time waiting k. my mum is going 2 have a surgery on may. 1 week before admission must go back and do pre admission stuff. and both day is like on Friday. and guess what, my brother is not free AGAIN. looks like i going 2 miss 2 days of lesson again le. but most importantly, I'm broke(in term of financial). now i only work 1 day per week, how am i going 2 pay all the fees? looks like i have 2 start working on weekdays night asap le. the doctor said that this time round the surgery is more complex than the first 1. it may have some problems in long term 2 come, after completion of the surgery.



never mind. at least i still have the energy, the power 2 do all this. at least i still have instant noodle. at least i know what 2 do. at least i can wake up more late. at least I'm still alive. at least i still can depend on God if everything doesn't turn out the way it should turn out 2 be.




thank God...

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