hey this " i don know" sentence is like super powerful in pushing responsibility 2 others. just this 3 words... for example if i ask you: how come you never go for this workshop yesterday? and your respond can be: cos i don know there is actually such workshop. story end. cant possibly blame someone that actually do not know; Innocent. Chinese there's this saying :不 知 者 无 罪 。 which really shows the power of " i don know" .


i always encounter this problem when pple start telling me they don know and pushing everything 2 me alone 2 settle. quite frustrating 的 . yup, and i encountered this situation early in the morning at home. i don think there is really a need 4 me 2 go into details. sometime pushing everything 2 me 2 settle is really very stressful. do you really understand how i feel? i bet they don. eventually, they are still my family. i only can keep telling myself 2 get used 2 it and accept it.


today practical is in the computer lab, do some research on 5 organisation and then we have 2 write it out on major paper and present it out(is like, not again? major paper?). honestly, is really super boring k. cos the computer is really lad and i really used 2 using the touch pad on laptop le. LOL. so used that i 4get there is mouse(ya, i went touching the table with my middle finger). this is really so funny. hahax. and i cannot manage 2 find all the information. super sianx half way. my group wrote so much and so big on the major paper that we actually used 5 major paper. cannot believe it at all. and each team that present, every group member takes turn 2 present each organisation. but my team have actually planned that 1 person holds this job fully. is this really going 2 be very weird i really don know. cos end up not enough time 2 present. so the rest of the group have 2 present next lesson.


i went rushing 2 posb bank after i reach home and have my early dinner. i know the bank actually closed at 4.30pm. and i left my house at 4.20pm. i know clearly this is really a mission impossible 4 me 2 reach in 10 mins time. but i still rush down like mad. haix. no matter how hard i tried, i didn't make it in time. when i reach, is already 4.35pm. and is closed. although there is still pple inside waiting 4 their turn but I'm not allow 2 go in. if it is not 4 that pathetic stamp that i need 4 my GIRO application i really don think i will really rush like crazy 2 the bank but end up with nothing k. i really don know when then i can get that stamp. tml they are not open and friday lesson is till 5.30pm, close by that time. Saturday got cca in the morning till 12noon. by the time it will be close again. and you know what? i need 2 hand it in on Monday. and sunday they are not open. once again the concept of able 2 split myself into half comes in again....


so i left the bank after knowing that i cant get in 2 get the pathetic stamp. went 2 met up with hui and eeyore. of coures, 4 tuition at MP. is really so cold in the classroom . and as usual, i almost fall asleep when the lesson is coming 2 the end.


tml is public holiday. what a really NICE labour day. maybe is really nice 2 some. but 4 me it is just another tiring day of working 15 hours( is double pay 4 8 hours. cant miss this opportunities especially i really seldom work now le.) and there is actually a pasa lamam at just outside the streets near my work place. so i already predict. is going 2 be super super busy tml. yup, which really pays off our double pay. sian a bit.


feel so dread 2 go 2 work tml. doing the same old thing, facing the same old problems. i recently then found out that my store area manager had changed too. cos the previous 1 found a better job with higher pay of coures. and that new AM, her name is pearlyn. haven have a chance 2 meet her in person yet. but i heard she is really super strict in procedure. super sianx k. looks like life at work isn't going any where better at all.


i don know.. i don know what 2 do... but 4 me saying "i don know"don have the powerful effect of pushing responsibility 2 others. no matter how many donkeys time i can say "i don know". it wont works that way 4 me at all. this will only brings me more pressure. cos eventually all the problems still needs me 2 handle, even if i say i don know. i cannot don know. don know also must know. and that is how pressurize sometime it gets.


still trying 2 accept.........

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