never go school today that means i miss my first practical lesson. haix.. i wonder how was it. but of course the reason 4 not going 2 school is because i need bring my mum 2 the hospital 4 appointment.



spent 2 hours in the morning, soaking in God's word and presence. (still cannot get the theme yet)this is something that i always wants 2 do first thing in the morning. finally got the chance when nobody is at home.



and this is how i spent the rest of my days... waiting and waiting...



12nn take bus


1pm reach hospital and waited 4 a Q number


1.30pm waited half an hour 4 1 pathetic Q number 2 be issue 2 me and my mum.


2pm got in 2 see the doctor.


2.30pm waited 4 another turn with another Q number.


3pm went 2 the listing room 2 do all paper work and listen 2 "instruction" 4 what 2 do 4 the coming surgery. and then collect medine


3.30pm waited 4 bus.


4.30pm reach home.



i think today i spent most of the time waiting k. my mum is going 2 have a surgery on may. 1 week before admission must go back and do pre admission stuff. and both day is like on Friday. and guess what, my brother is not free AGAIN. looks like i going 2 miss 2 days of lesson again le. but most importantly, I'm broke(in term of financial). now i only work 1 day per week, how am i going 2 pay all the fees? looks like i have 2 start working on weekdays night asap le. the doctor said that this time round the surgery is more complex than the first 1. it may have some problems in long term 2 come, after completion of the surgery.



never mind. at least i still have the energy, the power 2 do all this. at least i still have instant noodle. at least i know what 2 do. at least i can wake up more late. at least I'm still alive. at least i still can depend on God if everything doesn't turn out the way it should turn out 2 be.




thank God...

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