i would like to start today post by praising and thanking God for what ever that have happen today, yesterday or tomorrow or the soon to come. He deserve all praise!!! thank you lord for everything that had already happened and will soon happen.


this is what happened yesterday...

it is my first practical assignment. and i really donnoe what is the different between practical assignment and phase test. is like the same 的 lorx. waited super long to go in to the lad. cos is like 4 at a time go in. then the next 4 must wait like 4 5mins plus den can go in. before i went in i already know the test is on liquid-liquid extraction(thanks 2 Nicole). at first, i was quite confident cos i tot it will be very easy. indeed, it is very easy. but nervous had took control of me. you see, i never use a fume hood before( i mean 2 carry out the experiment using fume hood alone without any guidance). cos the 2 practical lesson we have on it, teacher is there 2 assist us. and i, don even have the chance 2 do that experiment due to insufficient time and fume hood. i only know how it feels like 2 shake the separating funnel that contain RO water. and i think my brain got wire disconnected when I'm in the lad. i actually did things that i cant imagine i did it.


first, i forget that less dense float and denser sink. what's wrong with me? i really donnoe why i made this mistake. which is like so common sense. so disappointed with myself. and this have cos me 2 lost a lot of marks. the question paper showed so clearly that hexane is 0.66g/ml. and water is 1.0g/ml. so what solvent is at the bottom of the funnel? isn't is obvious? my brain got wire disconnected...


second, i forget 2 rinse the separating funnel before i start pouring the solvent in. so minus mark.


third, i forget 2 observe before shaking the separating funnel. so i any how write what i think is correct for the "before observation" question on the paper.minus mark. (but really hope what i wrote is correct)


fourth, i forget 2 open the cap when i want 2 drain the solvent out of the separating funnel after shaking. minus mark.


fifth, there is this question, we must show teacher the solvent that is more contaminated after separation. and the answer is of course the hexane is more contaminated with solute now. but, you know i forget about the density part. so i tot the solvent at the bottom of the funnel is hexane but it is actually water. so i show teacher that "hexane". minus mark again.


lastly, i really donnoe which bottle 2 pour the waste in. got 3 bottles. one is acidic, another is alkaline and last is solvent. i was wondering what, what solvent? should i pour in 2 this bottle? but i remember hexane is alkaline hydrocarbon. so i took the alkaline bottle and decide 2 pour before teacher stopped me and point 2 the correct bottle. minus mark again.


although i quite confident that the 3 question that is on the question paper, i will answer correctly.( cos i spent 2 hours memorising ). but i know it will still be hard 2 pass. haix.... i cant accept that i actually made so many mistakes. although i know no matter how much effort i put in, 都不会是完美的。但是，我不会因为这样而就不再努力。反而， 我会想要证明给自己是可以。


after that, went 2 hospital with mum. appointment with doctor at 2.30. i tot we will be making our way home by 3pm. cos i tot only like see the doctor den go back. but is not. my mum she going 2 remove stitches today also. and then the Q was like super long. while waiting, my whole mind only got this word" hungry". i didn't eat breakfast in the morning at rushed down 2 hospital right after test. so my whole mind was like going "hungry hungry..."after that still have 2 go collect medicne. and then must go settle some bills, medisave stuff. so I'm super super late for work. i suppose 2 report 2 work at5 pm. but only reach at 6.15pm.


lucky my new boss is not on shift. hahax. the sprain in my left wrist got worst went i forget about it when i tried 2 push the handle up from the bun toaster." ouch!!!" ya.. i was like ouch ouch all the way till i successfully push the handle over. but i went and do cashier at about 8.30 due to not enough staff. opening the flags with my left hand arches my wrist too. should i really go and see a doctor? what will the doctor say 2 me? call me 2 rest my wrist? how? my work require me to carry heavy stuff. forget about it then. heard from Li said that my new boss will be on shift at night next Monday. at first, i tot i shouldn't work next Monday. but then, is like i never work with him before. so why not take this challenge and see how and what type of person he really is. so... 来吧！！！there is like so many left over that day!! rejoice!!! can bring home. but how come none of my friends want 2 eat chicken at all.asked hui and may, both don wan. of course, i end up giving LH.


my mum next appointment is in 2 weeks time. guess which date is it.....

is on 9jun. and i will not be around. how? called my bro, he said he is always not free on Monday 的. then how? the doctor wants 2 see my mum in 2 weeks time. i can change the appointment date 吗? is it very selfish of me, becos i want 2 go 2 church camp and then change the appointment date? if my bro found out about it, i think will chaos again. how??? how???


what if IC phase test is fall on the dates between 9-11jun? can i tell the teacher said that i cant turn up 4 the test becos I'll be away??? so i have 2 retake? but retake isn't the maximum marks you will get is only 50? what will the teacher and the rest think about me? someone that don take study seriously? how???


如果我会分身术就好。if only i can be in so many places at one time.

so many thing clashes together.

archery clashes with fish4men

guitar course clashes with crystal growing

mum's appointment clashes with camp

mum's appointment clashes with school

mum's appointment clashes with work



does this show that i really donnoe how 2 organise my time?? yup i think so....



anyway, i have a God that can make impossible possible. maybe I'm not possible 2 have 分身术。 but at least i must believe that He can provide me a way out 2 go church camp. what i can only do now is only pray, pray and pray.






and today......



first lesson is swimming, the coach called led us 2 go down in the pool which is at the 2m deep side. shock at first. he called us 2 tried and touch the floor and while our hands holds on 2 the wall. me... shock again when he called us to jump deep in and jump up 2 the surface. of course, 2m deep. i never tried before. so i was scare. but after a few time, got confidence with it after a few tries. not so scary after all. the coach only release us at 10.50am and the lesson after that was at 11am. so really don have time 2 bath. everybody bath shortcut and rush out of the at about 11.10 still late. but lucky the door have not close yet when we go up 2 the LT.



lesson was like very hard 2 understand. so i fall asleep half way(again). school ends at 1pm today. yeah!! and I'm not working today. finally got the chance 2 go back home early. but before that i went 2 cdac 2 collect a "ready 4 school "pack. they call me 2 go down 的. or not i wont go down.


reach there. donnoe where 2 go. went 2 this department and they called me 2 go 2 another department called the volunteer and social department. and they called me 2 go 2 the education department. when i reach there, they said i should go 2 the volunteer and social department. i was like huhx??? i tot i just came up from there? i suddenly feel like I'm like a ball that is pushed from one place 2 another place. went down there and finally is the right place.


i really need 2 clear my table asap so that i cant start studying for my o level. i really must!!! but i really donnoe where should i place all my stuff or where should i start from.... so messy..... how? i see my table so messy i got no mood 2 study already. need 2 get it done soon.....



and the end.....



hui i miss you..... really..... hope everything is going ok 4 u.......


wow!! this is my longest post ever!!!

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