Sunday, May 25, 2008
if only we are perfect
it had been so long since i last update a blog. although is like only a few days. but during these few days, lots of things happened. happy things and unhappy things. should i list out one by one??? i think it will be super boring and wasting time.OK.. but the most happy thing that happened this week is that my mum, is finally discharge on Thursday!!! yeah!!! don have 2 make alot of trips 2 the hospital everyday 了. is really tiring 2 travel till the hospital when the journey there actually take nearly an hour. thus, i always find myself falling asleep half way through the journey.
and 1 super unhappy thing that happened on Friday was that matter... what matter?? i got scold from my brother. and each words that came out from his mouth are like words with sharp thorns that hurt so much. although i know what he said is just out of anger. but it really hurts. i just hope that i can do things so perfect without any mistake. but i cant. and he had successfully makes me feel very bad for what i had neglected. I'm very sorry if i let you all worried, if you had seen me suddenly bursting into tears in the mid of having our lunch. but I'm really fine now. it will be really super long 2 describe what really happened. so i think, 4 get it then. want 2 know then ask me.
so happy 2 see 肥肥 every time i reach home. she will run like crazy. so happy 2 see me. and I'm really sorry 2 her. cos recently I'm just busy with my mum stuff, in and out of the hospital that i really don have time 2 play with her. she loves 2 come 2 me giving me one of her paw. ask me 2 rub her stomach. or give her a hug. really love her so much. if only she looks like cj7 too... i will be really crazy.
went 2 work at 4pm. met the new RM. his name is Danny. at first i really donnoe who he is. i tot is another training manager. but is not after he start asking me about how much is my pay. i told him that I'm studying in ite. and he said that ite student are better than poly student. cos poly grad still very hard 2 find a job outside. compare 2 ite student that got the skills. and he said he likes ite students. somehow i doubts what he said. and of course the pearlyn was here too. work really got tougher and stressful with them around. lucky Lina is around. i really going2 miss her. cos next week were be her last day working. super sad. as usual, we did very lame stuff. i told her that I'm really lazy 2 sweep the floor. and i don think is a need as 5 mins more the shop will be close. then she said she will sweep. so she insist in sweeping. of course it will take like 5mins 2 sweep. but she said she only need 1 min 2 sweep. and there goes. hahax. i timed her. but mission fail. me, lame too, also tried 2 sweep the floor as clean as possible in 1min time. mission fail too.
my旧病 have 回来了. my left wrist started 2 feel painful again. last year i sprained my left wrist after a session of dragon boat, and it took like so long 2 be OK only early this year. but the pain return back. now my right elbow also starts 2 hurt when i carry my shoulder bag(maybe my bag is really very heavy). and my right knees hurts too (last time i always feel this pain when the weather is cold). me.... although only 17 going 18. but my body since 2 be super old then my present age. oh no!! I'm really old. after finding a white hair that day, this is another sign.
Monday, will have practical test, and I'm not prepare. and Monday i have 2 bring my mum 4 appointment. looks like I'm going 2 miss another lesson of AC. looks like i will miss alot of lesson too when i leave 4 church camp. i start 2 wonder..... when will i ever get 2 catch up with the lesson........
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