i just experience another mood swing today. I'm just so moody. this is not the first time happened in this week. and it get so worst that i loss my appetite 2 eat. i know I'm veri hungry cos never eat breakfast but it some how just feel so full. this is really not like me. and i did take time 2 pause and stop and try to figure out what is the factor that contribute to this moodiness. and i believe Michelle was affected by my mood too. she too, was moody.

today was IC class test. i spent the whole night ytd 2 study. i did sleep. for abdt 3 hrs. i very impressed that i actually break my own record of drinking 4cups of tea at one go. and let talk abdt the test. it is really not i expected. cos i expected that it will be veri hard. but end up is below expectation. but that doesn't mean i will get full marks k.

i found out the reason for moodiness alr. and is disappointment and stress that leads to it. disappointed with myself that i donnoe how to do the qn on the practical worksheet. n that leads to always have to rely on others 4answer. i want to do myself. disappointed and stress that our Crystal growing process still faced with unsolvable problems. disappointed with teacher that for the sake of wanting to release us early, rush thru everything. is so fast that i cant catch. is so rush that pple breaks their apparatus. why rush ? trying to catch some train? instead is us that is at the loosing end. i felt more disappointed and discourage when ying jun say that badminton was not very organise. this is just some of the reasons that i know that contribute to the mood swing.

but badminton turn out quite ok. thanks to ying jun. and after playing really lifted my mood up. make some new friends in badminton. they will reali quite nice de pple. thank God for placing them around me. and 1 of them actually take the same bus home as me.
by the time i reach home, i was really very tired.



God really knows what i need even before i asked him. he just provided even in very small thing. and i m really very amazed. thank you Lord!!!

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