ok i should update my blog seems some1 requested.

my week was as usual, busy and tiring.

my dear crystal is officially abort on Friday. is reali veri pressure, cos Michelle and i is back 2 square 1. 3 weeks down the drain. n we both fear that we cant grow any perfect long crystal out. ms lee did told us dat if we cant grow out any crystal from using 99.9% pure chemical then we wont b able 2 go for nus challenge. as in only 2 grps will go for that challenge. and i think teacher wants my grp 2 go. although i think is reali unfair for other grps. but there is reali gd n bad reason. but at that time when teacher want us 2 abort dear crystal im reali feel hopeless. cos we are left with nothing except the 2 super saturated solution dat is donnoe going 2 denature soon. keep crystalising very fast. is really veri wasted, teacher feel dat way too. somehow feel dat we like对 不 起 老 师 。 cos is reali wasting chemcial. the 99% pure is 1 bottle for 180 bucks and the 99.9% pure is 480 bucks per bottle and smaller bottle lor. if we reali cannot grow anything out then i don know how. may my crystal glorified your name.

Michelle and i due 2 crystal growing missed our guitar lesson. n there is no make up lesson. so we changed timing for our guitar class to Thursday 5.30pm. another day that is fully packed.

i was late for CG. n i lead P&W. ahhh.. some veri paiseh thing happened. looks like I'm reali not gd in leading P&W. mayb practise will make it more perfect and let me gain more confident in leading. but practise make perfect, but nobody is perfect. then why practise? hahax. quote from hui.

when to work yesterday. reali don feel like going. cos I'm scare of the stress. but thank God never did i expect that there is not alot of customer compare 2 other Saturday. i should have just trust God with this situation. actually i plan not 2 go. but feel veri guilty. so i went, but late. i only plan 2 work till Nov. so i estimated. abdt minimum 40more days 2 work only. there is a new staff from china. now we got 4 china gals. hahax. really feel like going out with them. that new staff, she reali veri cute. she told me that she don quite like Singapore. cos she say she was disappointed. back in china they told her that Singapore is like heaven once you step in. no rubbish wad ever. but she was really disappointed. she say our rats here are even bigger than their rats in china.

i spend the time waiting for bus and journey back home think abdt this 3 years working in kfc. and just right that saturday date 12 july marked the day i join kfc 3years ago. there is good and bad times. time that i will never forget. 3 years. is not a short period of time. working there is one of my turning point of my life. it really open up my mind set and Borden it. and i do not know that the next turning point of my life is just a year away, knowing this person that i desire 2 knows, finally reveal himself to me. I'm glad. thinking of leaving kfc makes me feel unbearable. but i know i cant stay there forever.

today pastor chng peached. 1 point was abdt the spirit of expectation. dat we should expect more. but somehow fear is hindering me. cos i know that the more i expect the more disappointed i am. he say abdt this story where this man that cant move cant get down 2 the river of healing cos nobody helped him. Jesus came. and asked him whether he wanted to be heal. instead of telling Jesus " yes, pls heal me, i heard of your great healing power and i believe that u can heal me." he said" nobody wanted 2 help me down the healing river." sometime our mind are just so conditioned. that we tot we cant get this or do did, we think that this things must be done before we can get what we want to do. but is not always liike dat. that where our mindset have 2 change.

is another busy week ahead. may i not be so busy nad have more time for God.........

........................ may test on friday be easy...............

why did Jesus die on the cross?

spiritual reason : to wash away our sin.

physical reason: he claim that he is God.

there is 3possible reason why he claim that he is God.

first, he is a liar.

second, he is a lunatic.

third, he is really God.

can someone probably give his life up for this lie? would someone b willing 2 die for this lie?

Jesus is not lunatic. he is mentally sound. he teach and heals pple.

that is only one possibilities. He is really God.

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