most of my week is busy. not excluding this week. i wonder when will i start my blog post with " this week, I'm super duber free."



this week is really a week of faith. cos there are 2 test n o level oral packed within this 7 days. and on top of that, notice board must be up at least with some things by sat. so, one hand i must study for my test, another have to do things for the notice board. n time was really insufficient. really thank God, cos i only work one day this week. or not i will really be walking zombie(that what weijjie said).



o level oral this Monday was really by faith. cos I'm not discipline enough to practise my picture discussion and conversation at home. i need someone to be accountable for to do that. eventually got nandy to hear me say just before we head to school. yes, that practise had just proved that I'm not good in picture discussion. my vocab bank was really zero. but thank God, still manage to make this practise(at least better than never practise). nervousness was to the max when i saw my name first in the name list. one coincident thing is, the teacher in charge is the same teacher as last year o level exam. it was really by faith. the confidence that i have is by Him. yes, it is by Him that passage was easy, picture and conversation was easy too. i can never thank Him enough!



due to lack of time and sleep. didn't manage to study for the two test. and it is really really last minute work. believe it or not, i haven even finish studying 1 chapter one day before the test. and Friday was not far away. finally coming into conclusion not to study but just learn how to draw the organic structure. hopefully, this will get me somewhere near pass.

i can only use one word to describe phase test. "crazy" 45 mins seriously was too short. things was really in a mess.



i saw 1 small piece of red paper pasting on the walls of the corridor next to each house. before i reach my door step, saw 1 piece of that red paper on top of the gate of my neighbor house. and normally this kind of paper pasting on walls only have one meaning. which someone is actually holding a Chinese religion funeral service. with no doubts, i know someone had gone. my mum said is the ah ma next door.

sad? abit. is not that we are very close neighbor. i seldom see her out of the house and there is language barrier. is that i know where she will be heading to after her this life on earth. that what upsetting me. and what left behind was 1 unwed son. is he very sad? the door was always closed since her mum left. i think to him is really very traumatise. first was his brother, now was his mum. maybe to him now, death is very very real. but what about hell? is hell very very real to him?

will the fire of hell be so real to us till we really experience it? who do not know that hell is full of fire? but who will know the pain of being burned by hell fire for eternity, non -stop of torture? one of the devil's greatest lie is "you still have time." how do you know? nobody knows the exact time?



finally, fish4men first street witnessing since it officially launched. waited for like 11 weeks. and time of fishing is here! i partnered with another "jing yu" and headed for fishing. God was good. cos is flag day again. every time when i do street witnessing there will be flag day student sell ling flags. from this street e, i had learn how to share in Chinese! I'm not a Chinese pro. so there are words that i do not know how to say in Chinese. and i really never share gospel in Chinese before. it is really not very clear compare to using English. her answer to my 关 键 question " were you choose to believe in Him?" was silence. i donnoe. this don seems to be her first time hearing the gospel. she refuse to say anything too when we ask her why or what's stopping her? but seriously she shows no interest. never mind. she is not rejecting me. she had rejected God. one person needs to hear the gospel for 7.6 times before they will make a decision to follow Christ. but what makes me thinking was, she believe that Jesus is God( that what she said for the survey that we did with her). since she believe that Jesus is God, why wont she accept Him?

everybody likes to do what they like or want to do. who will want to be under some rules and guild lines. " I'm not free, i don want to commit my every Sunday to church." or" i got more important things to do. cannot make it." when you really know who God is and the love he had for you, you may even give up everything for him.

God actually knows all the name of the stars in the sky. stars. what stars do is to shine, shine and shine. how about us? we do more than shining. wont God knows everybody names in the world? He created the galaxy. how can eight planets spin around a sun at the same time? wont they collide to each other? someone must be there, which know and make the exact measurement of how much space it needs.

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