time fly so fast. half a week have gone. and soon this week will be gone. and soon 2008 will be behind us. 时 间 不 等 人 。 赶 不 上 时 间 。 。 。 。 一 直 追 。 。 。

我 很 期 待 星 期 天 。 我 最 爱 星 期 天 。 不 是 因 为 这 星 期 天 是 我 生 日 。 而 是 我 就 很 喜 欢 。 因 为....

cos i will always find the answer that I'm looking for the week . recharged and restored. cos Sunday is a day that can be in the house of God and entering into the holy of holy and to a secret place with only me and God alone. and Sunday is a holy day make by God to rest! 我 爱 星 期 天 ！

I'm really super tired and bored to go work straight after school. and work was really bad when people don communicate and where communication breaks down. which i learn how to actually depend on myself than to depend on others. i will really go crazy! if everyone that i talk to just don want to reply me! is really makes me mad. cos excuse me, I'm talking to you, not the wall. response!



很 忙 ！ 很 忙 ！ 很 忙 ！

PM project must be carry out asap as date line is getting nearer and nearer. still haven manage to find any sponsor. will it be able to carry out smoothly is still a big question mark. 要 加 油 ！



aqua 真 的 很 无 聊 ！ 我 太 习 惯 忙 来 忙 去 了 。 一 下 叫 我 没 事 赶 ， 我 实 在 停 不 下 来 。

recently, i was super disappointed as i felt people don appreciate me of what i have done for them in work. and my thinking was really floating at "my presence is not important" even if I'm not around, it is just 1 less person. no matter whether is it in school or at work. BUT..... it is not really like that after all. what God told me through His word assured me of my important. and i had throw these thought away.

no matter whether is it possible or not possible. or whether i can see it or i cant. i believe what You said will surely come to pass.

JIN YU, step out in faith!!!

this is how i want to celebrate my birthday:
i want to spend it with God in the secret place.


and this is what i really want for birthday:
a changed, new heart.

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fish4men second street witnessing.
God is really good to me. He really knows my heart. cos i really never do street witnessing alot alot of times before. and i am not very fluent. but God was really really good to me. the people i shared to today are all soft spoken de. so i was able to practise and shared the complete message to them. honestly i never use 4SL to share gospel before. so was really a good chance to put into practise. and both of them that i shared to even prayed the sinner's prayer with me. 2 salvation. thank You! these really increases my faith and gives me more confident. through what You did today really gives me more boldness and increasing the joy of serving you. God, You are really so good to me. and this makes me feel like serving you more. AND.. You had already provided me opportunity to serve You even outside church. now is really a matter of do i have the time to commit to it.

today work was so crazy. as usual, crazy. the crowd did not stop from 6pm till we close shop 11 pm. even till abdt 11.20pm den finally no customer. oh man! if you are there, u will really see me crazy in the kitchen for that 5 hours. by the time i reach home just now is like 12.30 le. but never mind, next week I'm not working!!! so happy! hopefully i will be more free next week. just that Mon, got impact programme and guitar class, Tue, going school do poster, wed, impact programme and English tuition, Thurs to Sun is our Crystal growing challenge! can come and support me and Michelle. sat and sun is open to public and sun is also the result day. oh man. finally it is coming to the end. I'm looking forward, I'm looking forward!!! to the end, of course. no more staying in school till so late just for crystal babies. hahax.

ytd was cell gathering at grace's house. got 3 new comer to our cell gathering that day. no, i should said is 4 new comer. great bonding session! oh man, i talk to soft toys. hahax. how great this will be if we will always have this kind of session once in awhile.

this week is really my half dead week. cos I'm sick. till yesterday den i can consider fully recover. but my cough is still very bad. but this wont stop me from eating spicy food you know. LOL. Tue was really the super sick day. i felt like i had just encounter an angel at work when the plate that i actually plan to wash was actually washed cleaned. cos i saw it was very dirty and i plan to cover it with paper but i have to wash first. but the plate is not small. and i really restless that day. so when i really decide to go and wash, it is clean. hallelujah! is like now you are there and now you don't. of course, is the uncle that washed for me. at first i was still doubting is it really him that wash. cos he don seem very free. but cannot be others le. nobody so free help me wash. hahax. that really lifted me up abit. thank God for this uncle.

this week guitar lesson was really disappointing for teacher. it can be seem so clearly by the tone he used to read the notes as we strum the guitar. sorry la cher. we really forget everything. and i really will go and practise and not let you disappointed again. hahax. provided if i can find the time. but looks like only got Sunday left to practise. cos next week guitar class shift to Mon.

there is this pamphlet that Mervin passed to me. is abdt miracle serivce. a healing service. oh man! i really want to go. so i can be completely healed from the inside out, physical and spiritually. and so many pple was healed through this service. is really so amazing! even bad temper can be healed. so amazing! read their testimonies :
http://www.lighthouse.org.sg/TEST/Home.html

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One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied: "My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

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most of my week is busy. not excluding this week. i wonder when will i start my blog post with " this week, I'm super duber free."



this week is really a week of faith. cos there are 2 test n o level oral packed within this 7 days. and on top of that, notice board must be up at least with some things by sat. so, one hand i must study for my test, another have to do things for the notice board. n time was really insufficient. really thank God, cos i only work one day this week. or not i will really be walking zombie(that what weijjie said).



o level oral this Monday was really by faith. cos I'm not discipline enough to practise my picture discussion and conversation at home. i need someone to be accountable for to do that. eventually got nandy to hear me say just before we head to school. yes, that practise had just proved that I'm not good in picture discussion. my vocab bank was really zero. but thank God, still manage to make this practise(at least better than never practise). nervousness was to the max when i saw my name first in the name list. one coincident thing is, the teacher in charge is the same teacher as last year o level exam. it was really by faith. the confidence that i have is by Him. yes, it is by Him that passage was easy, picture and conversation was easy too. i can never thank Him enough!



due to lack of time and sleep. didn't manage to study for the two test. and it is really really last minute work. believe it or not, i haven even finish studying 1 chapter one day before the test. and Friday was not far away. finally coming into conclusion not to study but just learn how to draw the organic structure. hopefully, this will get me somewhere near pass.

i can only use one word to describe phase test. "crazy" 45 mins seriously was too short. things was really in a mess.



i saw 1 small piece of red paper pasting on the walls of the corridor next to each house. before i reach my door step, saw 1 piece of that red paper on top of the gate of my neighbor house. and normally this kind of paper pasting on walls only have one meaning. which someone is actually holding a Chinese religion funeral service. with no doubts, i know someone had gone. my mum said is the ah ma next door.

sad? abit. is not that we are very close neighbor. i seldom see her out of the house and there is language barrier. is that i know where she will be heading to after her this life on earth. that what upsetting me. and what left behind was 1 unwed son. is he very sad? the door was always closed since her mum left. i think to him is really very traumatise. first was his brother, now was his mum. maybe to him now, death is very very real. but what about hell? is hell very very real to him?

will the fire of hell be so real to us till we really experience it? who do not know that hell is full of fire? but who will know the pain of being burned by hell fire for eternity, non -stop of torture? one of the devil's greatest lie is "you still have time." how do you know? nobody knows the exact time?



finally, fish4men first street witnessing since it officially launched. waited for like 11 weeks. and time of fishing is here! i partnered with another "jing yu" and headed for fishing. God was good. cos is flag day again. every time when i do street witnessing there will be flag day student sell ling flags. from this street e, i had learn how to share in Chinese! I'm not a Chinese pro. so there are words that i do not know how to say in Chinese. and i really never share gospel in Chinese before. it is really not very clear compare to using English. her answer to my 关 键 question " were you choose to believe in Him?" was silence. i donnoe. this don seems to be her first time hearing the gospel. she refuse to say anything too when we ask her why or what's stopping her? but seriously she shows no interest. never mind. she is not rejecting me. she had rejected God. one person needs to hear the gospel for 7.6 times before they will make a decision to follow Christ. but what makes me thinking was, she believe that Jesus is God( that what she said for the survey that we did with her). since she believe that Jesus is God, why wont she accept Him?

everybody likes to do what they like or want to do. who will want to be under some rules and guild lines. " I'm not free, i don want to commit my every Sunday to church." or" i got more important things to do. cannot make it." when you really know who God is and the love he had for you, you may even give up everything for him.

God actually knows all the name of the stars in the sky. stars. what stars do is to shine, shine and shine. how about us? we do more than shining. wont God knows everybody names in the world? He created the galaxy. how can eight planets spin around a sun at the same time? wont they collide to each other? someone must be there, which know and make the exact measurement of how much space it needs.

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