time fly so fast. half a week have gone. and soon this week will be gone. and soon 2008 will be behind us. 时 间 不 等 人 。 赶 不 上 时 间 。 。 。 。 一 直 追 。 。 。

我 很 期 待 星 期 天 。 我 最 爱 星 期 天 。 不 是 因 为 这 星 期 天 是 我 生 日 。 而 是 我 就 很 喜 欢 。 因 为....

cos i will always find the answer that I'm looking for the week . recharged and restored. cos Sunday is a day that can be in the house of God and entering into the holy of holy and to a secret place with only me and God alone. and Sunday is a holy day make by God to rest! 我 爱 星 期 天 ！

I'm really super tired and bored to go work straight after school. and work was really bad when people don communicate and where communication breaks down. which i learn how to actually depend on myself than to depend on others. i will really go crazy! if everyone that i talk to just don want to reply me! is really makes me mad. cos excuse me, I'm talking to you, not the wall. response!



很 忙 ！ 很 忙 ！ 很 忙 ！

PM project must be carry out asap as date line is getting nearer and nearer. still haven manage to find any sponsor. will it be able to carry out smoothly is still a big question mark. 要 加 油 ！



aqua 真 的 很 无 聊 ！ 我 太 习 惯 忙 来 忙 去 了 。 一 下 叫 我 没 事 赶 ， 我 实 在 停 不 下 来 。

recently, i was super disappointed as i felt people don appreciate me of what i have done for them in work. and my thinking was really floating at "my presence is not important" even if I'm not around, it is just 1 less person. no matter whether is it in school or at work. BUT..... it is not really like that after all. what God told me through His word assured me of my important. and i had throw these thought away.

no matter whether is it possible or not possible. or whether i can see it or i cant. i believe what You said will surely come to pass.

JIN YU, step out in faith!!!

this is how i want to celebrate my birthday:
i want to spend it with God in the secret place.


and this is what i really want for birthday:
a changed, new heart.

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different people have different view of what the cross mean to them at different season of their life. look carefully at all the pictures. what is the first thing that comes to your mind when you see the cross?

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went street e today. never got a chance to partner pc. expected. LOL. we want so badly to partner each other but caijie purposely separate us. he said only when pc says 1day that she don want to partner me then he will put us together. end up partner with Winnie and Benjamin. we 3 people abit scary to approach pple. so we separated but keep watch of each other. and today aljunied mrt is really unusual. think due to the o level exam period bah. i can hardly find any pple around my age grp. and most of the pple we approached give us responds like" sorry not free" " I'm in a hurry." worst are those no matter how hard i tried, look also don look at me. i was wondering... just a few minutes of your time only. why cant spare me? i don see any harm.

so, even till the last minute, i cant find 1 person to share to, i was like" no!!! i must at least share to 1 today!" keep praying that God can give me open doors, and lead me to the person that He wants me to speak to. and yes, door open. finally! Ben found that person, so i was helping him. and this one and only person is really enough. he got saved. we prayed! yeah!!!! i can see that excitement in Ben. the joy of sharing the gospel is something that you really have to experience.

and i didn't know that Winnie got salvation too. yes! there was a total of 3 salvation today. praise God! I'm sure the angles are rejoicing in heaven. leading someone to Christ is 1 thing. following up with the person is another thing. and i think this part is tougher than the first part. and this is where i cant depend on my own strength to do. or not i really will be very broken.

caijie said the notice board must change abit here and there. not really abit. quite a big bit. after i heard what he said, i almost faint. LOL. cos is going to be alot of work. n he wants me to write a testimony. faint x2. suddenly feels so busy again.

rushed off to EH for Elene and victor's wedding. that my first time attending a wedding. amazed. next time if i really got married, my wedding's message that the pastor going to share, no matter what must have gospel message and sinners' prayer. this is call one stone kill two birds. Elene is so happy. feel very happy for her too. i wonder what kind of person will God prepare for me. but now i just cant help but feel disgust abdt BGR. sorry if offend any1.

rushed off to work. thank God. not so busy. i really really need God's help to teach me how to love and accept this person at work. i cant help but dislike her. maybe bcos she can slack and i cant. and the way that she always thinks she is somebody. i really want to love her. but somewhere some part of me is not willing.

recently i feel that I'm not like myself. feel that i have change to another me. which i really don like. and started to wonder where have i gone. den realise that I'm still up there in the clouds. is time for me to be back and face the reality. n i really believe that this is a season of change God had for me. something must be done for me to move on. i really pray that i can get pass this season and move on. i know nothing is impossible for God. but something is really i need to help myself before God can help me. just like making a decision. jia you!


i love this songs. cos its always remind me of God and His timing. His perfect timing.



Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and
I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time









have you found where you are?

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i cant believe it. left only 1 day. which is today then sch reopen le. this hoilday i really never get any recharge of battery from it.. instead battery got weaker. but, it is really a full of activities de hoildays. and yes, o level english is so near after sch start. i cant imagine.


feel abit nerovous towards the new sem. wonder what will happen as new term start. may this new term be a start of new of all things, new life.


last sunday, went to celebrate aaron's birthday at waraku.

happy birthday! guess his age if u can.

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