crystal growing internal school competition result is out. the night before the competition, i still do not really know whether should i continue to hold on to this hope. i really donnoe, cos i know our crystal sure wont win. but i don not want to give up hope in entering NUS challenge. so i was quite stuck in between. but the result had just shown God's faithfulness. God sees my heart. He knows that i really hope to enter NUS challenge. He also knows that our crystal cant make it. but yet, he still provide a chance for us to go NUS challenge. thank you Lord! the result of the competition was that our crystal never win, but we will be taking over another group crystal to go for the NUS challenge. who will ever thought that this will happened? it is God controlling it. although at first felt abit very mixed feeling, cos do not really know to be happy or sad. but now, i want to be thankful of what He had given me. this is part of His plan, i believe i will definitely find a purpose and reason for entering this challenge. jia you!! Michelle , lets jia you!
exam are finally over. i donnoe whether i can make it or not, but i don want to give up hope. mugged for this exam with may at mac for 4 nights. it is indeed super exhausting, didn't go home to sleep for 4 days. i really miss my bed. but thank God, i didn't fall sick.
youth anniversary was finally here. although till the last minute, I'm still doubting whether to go or not. eventually still went. it was still dizzy in the morning. but God really blessed us with very good weather. the games was great. thanks for all the effort for making this event so successful. oh man! playing captain ball with cabbage and tomato is really something that i nv tried before. thank God! able to make new friends during this event. thanks all for coming. the sun was really too strong till the point it let me feel very sick. i got serious headache and sore throat the next day. but.. I'm really power! LOL. still go to church, eat dim sum with cell and go work after that. maybe 以 毒 攻 毒 really works for me.
crystal growing challenge is from 25 to 28 Sept. 4 days. some more is whole day. seriously, I'm really scare. 26 is the judging day. and heard ms lee said that is going to be like interview, we are to do a presentation. I'm scare that i will not be able to answer the question that they asked us. but God had not give us a spirit of fear. You said perfect Love cast out all fear. please come and cast out my fear Lord!
this week is going to be so pack too. busy with work, cos one auntie, kitchen staff is on leave. i have to take over her. and tml work is going to be 15hours to the max and the next day I'm working morning 8am. sianx. 加 油 ！ this is not the first time. i will get through! I really need alot of encouragement. 加 油 加 油 加 油 ！ ！ ！ ！ ！ going to be busy with doing crystal growing stuff. and i have to complete 3 papers for math and English in my TYS. i cant even find one free day just to rest. this is crazy. if only i don have to work, i think i will have more time to study.
ps: sorry this post is abit short, comparing to the rest.
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