went street e today. never got a chance to partner pc. expected. LOL. we want so badly to partner each other but caijie purposely separate us. he said only when pc says 1day that she don want to partner me then he will put us together. end up partner with Winnie and Benjamin. we 3 people abit scary to approach pple. so we separated but keep watch of each other. and today aljunied mrt is really unusual. think due to the o level exam period bah. i can hardly find any pple around my age grp. and most of the pple we approached give us responds like" sorry not free" " I'm in a hurry." worst are those no matter how hard i tried, look also don look at me. i was wondering... just a few minutes of your time only. why cant spare me? i don see any harm.

so, even till the last minute, i cant find 1 person to share to, i was like" no!!! i must at least share to 1 today!" keep praying that God can give me open doors, and lead me to the person that He wants me to speak to. and yes, door open. finally! Ben found that person, so i was helping him. and this one and only person is really enough. he got saved. we prayed! yeah!!!! i can see that excitement in Ben. the joy of sharing the gospel is something that you really have to experience.

and i didn't know that Winnie got salvation too. yes! there was a total of 3 salvation today. praise God! I'm sure the angles are rejoicing in heaven. leading someone to Christ is 1 thing. following up with the person is another thing. and i think this part is tougher than the first part. and this is where i cant depend on my own strength to do. or not i really will be very broken.

caijie said the notice board must change abit here and there. not really abit. quite a big bit. after i heard what he said, i almost faint. LOL. cos is going to be alot of work. n he wants me to write a testimony. faint x2. suddenly feels so busy again.

rushed off to EH for Elene and victor's wedding. that my first time attending a wedding. amazed. next time if i really got married, my wedding's message that the pastor going to share, no matter what must have gospel message and sinners' prayer. this is call one stone kill two birds. Elene is so happy. feel very happy for her too. i wonder what kind of person will God prepare for me. but now i just cant help but feel disgust abdt BGR. sorry if offend any1.

rushed off to work. thank God. not so busy. i really really need God's help to teach me how to love and accept this person at work. i cant help but dislike her. maybe bcos she can slack and i cant. and the way that she always thinks she is somebody. i really want to love her. but somewhere some part of me is not willing.

recently i feel that I'm not like myself. feel that i have change to another me. which i really don like. and started to wonder where have i gone. den realise that I'm still up there in the clouds. is time for me to be back and face the reality. n i really believe that this is a season of change God had for me. something must be done for me to move on. i really pray that i can get pass this season and move on. i know nothing is impossible for God. but something is really i need to help myself before God can help me. just like making a decision. jia you!


i love this songs. cos its always remind me of God and His timing. His perfect timing.



Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and
I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time









have you found where you are?

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